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Book Blurb

Forty-eight-year-old Ben Thompson has always found comfort in stories. A devoted librarian, a passionate booklover, and a man still grieving the loss of his longtime partner, Ben has resigned himself to a quiet, solitary life among the shelves.

Then Jason Barnes walks into the library.

Beautiful, guarded, and impossibly young, nineteen-year-old Jason visits almost every day, lingering among the books he never borrows. Intrigued by the sadness behind Jason’s shy smile, Ben reaches out with gentle patience and unexpected kindness. Slowly, Jason begins to trust him, revealing the painful truth about the life he left behind — years of abuse, rejection from his family for being gay, and the heartbreaking secret that, despite loving books, he has never learned to read.

Determined to help, Ben offers to teach him.

As lessons turn into long conversations and quiet evenings together, an undeniable connection begins to bloom between them. Jason discovers safety, tenderness, and the chance to dream of a future for the first time in his life, while Ben finds his guarded heart opening once more to love. Yet Ben cannot silence the doubts that haunt him: Jason is young, beautiful, and only just beginning to discover himself. Could someone like Jason ever truly want a man like him?

Surrounded by the warmth of the close-knit library staff and strengthened by Jason’s growing confidence, the two men discover that some love stories begin not with grand gestures, but with patience, trust, and the turning of a page.

 

 

First edition published at Dreamspinner Press, September 2016.

 

Book Review

The book description had me at Ben being a librarian and a passionate book lover, but then there was the riddle of Jason visiting the library almost every day without ever checking out a book – and I was hooked. This is a fantastic story about two amazing men who have a lot to deal with beyond the fact that they are gay. As it turns out, this is not a problem for any of the people in Ben’s life. But the age difference they face is almost thirty years, and Jason has had a traumatic childhood resulting in more issues to overcome than most young men his age. This could have been a book full of angst and drama, but instead Ben and Jason’s story turned out to be a slow-paced, gentle romance that focuses on the growth and changes that happen as they get to know each other.

For all that Ben works well with people, it takes him quite a while to figure out why Jason comes in, takes a huge variety of books off the shelf, leafs through each one, then returns them where he found them without ever checking one out. It’s probably because he never suspects the reason, based on Jason’s behavior, and because he is a little distracted by how good Jason looks. When Ben figures it out, he decides to help Jason learn to read and because Ben used to be a teacher, he has the tools to do it. The process he used - starting with picture books and graphic novels so Jason can focus on the story - was fascinating, and I was with both of them every step of the way.

Jason, even though his point of view is not included as Ben is the sole narrator, came to life for me based on his questions, reactions, and behavior once he has someone who believes in him and supports him. Yes, his grandmother already does that for him since she has taken him into her home, but that is different because she is family and her support is mainly emotional. Something Jason is in dire need of after his stepfather’s cruel abuse and his mother’s cruelty! Ben can help Jason gain self-confidence, give him the reading skills Jason so desperately wants, and become a true partner.

You might think that two men, as far apart as they are in age and experience, will never fit. This story shows that’s not necessarily true. On the other hand, both are lonely with Ben having lost his partner a few years ago and Jason having never had a boyfriend before. Then there is their love of stories and books that unites them as Jason learns to read. But in the end it boils down to the fact that they are attracted to each other, enjoy doing things like cooking meals together, and are simply good for each other. Despite everything they have to overcome and deal with, they are great as a team and as a couple – a pretty sound basis for a long-term relationship if you ask me.

If you like slow-burn romances that become sizzling hot once the partners get going, if an unusual May/December relationship with a few added issues is your thing, and if you’re looking for a gentle love story with a lot of heart, then you will probably love this novel as much as I do. It’s a very special tale filled with warmth and an “everyday feel” that had me entranced without the need for much action or huge plot twists.

 

 

 

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Additional Information

Format	ebook and print
Length	Novel, 265 pages
Heat Level
Publication Date	19-June-2026
Price	$5.99 ebook, $12.99 paperback
Buy Link	https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0H3RCLP3Q